kerana kamu....

kenapa tajuk sye kerana kamu??? sori awk tp sy rse sakit hati sgt pada awk...rse geram jer tau awk...klu dulu sy ckp sye syg cgt kat awk smpai sye mmg xbole hidup tnpa awk tp skrg sye rse benci sgt2 kt awk...dan sye rse meluat cgt kt awk...rse menympah cgt....nk tau nape????biar sy egtkn awk n telll u sumthing.....
    awk egt lg 4.7.2009??pukul 11 mlm???awk mlutut pde sy smbil kata 


awak : sudi x awk jdi gf sye??
saya: (sambil terharu sye ckp) iye....sye sudi awak....
       
      mlm tue kter borak2 n gelak2x... hepy cgt2x...sye larh girl yg plg hepy skali....sye salu ckp sye benci lelaki...sye tkot kecewa...dan tiap2x kali tue jgk..mesti awk akan wat sye rse awk larh yg terbek wat sye....sampai sye rse dunia sye xde erti tnpa awk tau....byk perkara yg wat sye xleh lupe kat awk....awk salu lyn sye jgk walau awk bz or ske tdo...sbb tue sye syg awk...sye salu nanges n ngada2 tp awk salu pujuk sye... awk ckp 'big girls don't cry'... bler sye dgr ajer..sye mesti egt awk...dan skrg sye benci cgt dgn lagu tue sbb awak...
sye ske org mnjekan sye...then sye ske cgt bler awk nyanyi tok sye...sye dgr tp sye da tutup mata or actually tido...sye salu rakam suara awak...bnyak cgt tau awk...tp skrg sye dah buang semuanye sbb sye xnk egt suara awk...byk cgt lagu yg awk ckp bg kat sye.....sye egt tau awk..tue bukti sye mmg btl2 cintakan awk...


 1-sampai syurga (faizal Tahir)
  2-lagu kta (aizat)
     
         byk lg larh...sye xnk egt lagi....sbb bler sye egt sye sedih cgt2x....bler sye demam..awk ade jge sye...awk blikn mknn tuk sye bler sye skit....awk xmau sye skit....sy rse risau cgt2 klu tau awk skit....risau yg amat....sye sanggup wat ape jer asl awk hepy n sehat...tp sye xtau awk nmpk x ape yg sye dah wat tok awk....actually byk lg...tp sye da xmau egt lgi...byk yg kenangan kita yg sye buang.....
            
        part yg buat sye BENCI sgt kat awk bler kita salu gaduh psl EX awk..awk salu ckp awk XDE PAPE ngan dye...tp awk tipu diri awk n sye...klu awk xsyg sye...dri mula xperlu rsenye kita CPL n wat SY SYG AWK!!!....sye sedih awk..sedih cgt2x bler org kita syg n cinta hnye berpura2x....awk!!!!!!!!!!! sye btl2 ikhlas cintakan awk.....sbb tue sye leh bce ape dlm hati awkK!!! awk XLEH BOHONG sye pun...sbb sye phm hati awk...awak SYGKN EX awk!!1 tp awk xpenah ngaku...yg plg sye skit bler awk xJUJUR n beri alsan lain...ckp awk nk blajar!! xnk bercinta lg....awkk????!!!! sedar x awk yg sye bersabar n bertahan dgn awk utk 5bulan tau awk.....pedih awk...pedih tp sye pura2 hepy aje...sye ckp xpe awk...sye leh time....tp awk sedar x???? sye manusia biasa awk.......sye boleh dendam tp sye xnk awk sbb sye pnh syg n cintakan awk sepenuh hati sy...mana mungkin sye tergamak berdendam dgn awk...cuma sye mampu membenci awk dri jauh...........


     Dan skrg sye lg2 bertambah skit bler kata hati sye ttg awk n ex btol....awk mmg XBOLE tipu sye...sbb sye bole bce hati awk....sye cube lpskn awk tp sye mm xbole awk...hari2 sye nanges2x....smpai kwn sy pun pening tgk n nk pujuk sye...walau sy nanges xbunyi tp air mata tetap mengalir...sedih cgt2 awk..then xde cre len...sye try curang ngn awk...lgi larh sye skit awk...akhirnye kita clash....gler sye sedih tp sye mmg da tau lame...tue jer cara nk wat awk blik pade ex awk.... 
          Mulia kew hati sye awk...awk jer yg xtau...sye sanggup berkorban tuk awk...sye nk awk putskn sye coz sy xsnggup minx pts dgn awk....tp awk....sy xpenah rse menyesal......sbbb akhirnye dlm sye btol2 jtuh awk...ade yg sudi tlg sye...5 buln awk dye bntu sye bgn....terima kasih sgt2 kat dye...klu tidak mgkin sy da MATi... 

       Sye da try buang awk jauh2x...sye cuma doakn kebahagiaan awk n dye...sye xdendam tp percayalah yg sye rse benci sgt kat awk sbb hati awk xjujur ngn sye....tue ajer....dan bg ex awk... sye xpenah rmps dye dri awk...n tuk ex awk!!! tlg jge dye tok sye bek2x...awk xleh hdup tnpa dye kn???awk jge dye bek2x...jgn risau psl sye....sye kuat..hati sye kuat n tabah sbb da ade fildza fariz...


         kepada syg sye fildza fariz...sye bangga dpt awk..awk bntu sye bgn n berdiri semula...sye syg awk n sye tau awk btl2 syg sye...jgn risau....sye jnji akan jge awk smpai akhir nyawa sye....awk xperlu risau psl ex sye....sye da tutup rapat2 diari lme sye bler sye luahkn mlm nie....kini hnye ade awak dan sye.... 
ilysm <3 !!!!

sye gembira

hepy cgt coz arinie dye dtg rumah sy..sanggup minta kebenaran ayah tuk dtg rumah...how sweet your are...haha...xdpt pegy jln mne2 pun arytue coz mls jer nk bwk dye jln2 kluang...dye sampai around pkul 12.30 tghri...mama ckp.  tentu dye lum mkn..dh psti..dye mmg sengaje n ngada2 xmkn semata2 nk mkn di rumah sye..haha...then dye borak jer ngn family sye....dpt jugk sye lps rindu coz da hmpir 2bln xjmpe...dye sempt bg brg hadiah kat sye...sori coz xamek pic ngn dye..dye jer yg amek pic sye...haha...anyway tq so much dear..ilysm

nie beg lipat dye bg..ske cgt..pndai lak kli nie pilih calour..hehe

cantek x???

 nie gelang dye bg...dah ade dua gelang..haha

tq sbb dtg...best x lyn adik2 sye???dtg lg iye...
^_^

dia...sy..=kami

 nie dpn lib..haha..study iye??nie time tgh tggu amek gmbr class..sibuk aje dye...

kesengalan tiba2x... ^_^

~credited to anis haziqah..tq yayunk

 konon2 gaya ahli koprat...euuu........haaha

~credited to rufaida..tq laling...

apakah??? haha...mcm cter hindustan iye?? pliz...

termenung ape tue??hehe

~credited to my gemuk.. <3

si gemuk yg makan aiskrim...mau jgk...kedekut punya org..

nie jelah pic kami..actually byk agy..hehe....nk pertahankan sebuah hubungan mmg susah...perlu ada tolak ansur...even sy egois..dy ttp sabar...so sweet...he understand me very well...xbole nk tipu...not a single one..sbb tue syg dy sgt...hope dpt kekal buat selama-lamanya..Amin~

syg dia sgat2x...

nie cincin kami...haha..gedik2 dapat jugak...cpt aje..mintak sume dapat............dia kata ex dia mintak 5 thun bru dpt..so sad kn2x...how lucky i'm to have him....^_^

so cute kn??ske cgt dpt teddy nie...nme dye gemuk...ada satu lg teddy kecik yang sy bg name bucuk tp pic dy xde kat cnie...thankz dear for everything... <3 you!!

masak memasak.. ^_^

ayam masak ujang

cara2nya mudah aje..bole try kat umah.....lauk nie mmg best sebb jrg ada kat negri len...believe me..try larh mintak nasi ujang kat kedai..pasti xde..yum..yum~

bahan-bahannya;

7 ulas bawang putih

3/4 ulas bawang merah..

seulas halia(5cm)

satu btg serai

segenggam cili api

serbuk kunyit

sedikit garam

1-tumis halia,bawah putih dan bawang merah bersama halia yang telah dikisar..Tumis sehingga mengeluarkan bau yang harum dan warna sedikit kekuningan...

2-sementara itu juga masukkan cili api yang telah dikisar tadi dan tumislah bersama bawang dan halia tadi..

3-jika anda suka..anda boleh masukkan sedikit serbuk kunyit kedalam masakan..kemudian masukkan sedkit garam..kacau hingga sebati...

4-kemudian masukkan ayam yang telah digoreng terlebih awal...gaul dan goreng hingga ayam td sebati dengan perencahnya.....

mudahkan???hehe...adik sy mkn byk cgt2 sbb dy ckp sedap...xtahu larh..nk rse kne dtg umah..ataupun korang bole cuba sendiri..lupa pulak..saiz hidangan utk 6-8org...so bleh mkn rmai2x..ngeehhh

^_^

p/s : thanks to my beloved mom for delicious n simple recipe.. <3 <3 <3

Shayne Ward - Breathless

Shayne Ward - Breathless

i love this song so much.........

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we'd say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It'd be so beautiful if that came true

You don't even know how very special you are

Chorus

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about

How I'm thankful for the life we've made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don't even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless

You're everything good in my life

You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me

You're like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You're something special
I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless

I still can't believe that you're mine

You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

P/s ; really happy to have him <3

kemalasan melanda

fuhh...mlsnye nk edit blog nie....

nnti2 larh sye edit..but not now...

life??

totally hard....

so???

keep moving aje...

^_^

cinta...belajar...kwn....

iye satu topik yg hari2 kite tempuh
...aduh...syesly dis week feel so tired...rse cam byk bnde nk pkir...dgn trip geo yg xsetel2 agy...adeh...lau pkir sorg2 leh koma xpun nek atas teros..hahaha....
da fed up nk mara.... so lau nk bg komitmen juz go on..lau xnk... u all leh bole blah...sy xlarang...dipersilakan....arhhh tue bab blajar....
psl kwn??
i think nope..xde prob..sy ade kwn yg best2 n sentiase ade blkg sye...
cinta plak???
hehe....dye asek kne jer dis week...bler pkir2 blik rse bersalah plak...tp ntah larh lau da hati kite pada org len kn...aduh piqa try harder now...sob sob ;'(( pliz..pliz....piqa xtau nk wat ape...skitnye hati bler tipu diri sendiri...nk macm dlu2x... nk dye.. ;'(

Mengapa kau melarikan diri mu
Ku rasa sayu
Ku ingin kau di samping ku
Seperti waktu dahulu

Kemana kau menghilangkan diri mu
Ku rasa rindu
Ku mencari mu di singgah sana

Dan aku . . .Hilang tempat bermanja
Kau pula . . .Bersuka ria

Kemana kau menghilangkan diri
Ku yang mencari . . .
Manakah janji dan sumpah setia mu
Yang kau beri kan kepada ku . . .

Apakah kesalahan ku pada mu
Dan juga tingkah laku ku itu
Sehingga kau menghilangkan dirimu
Dan aku kehilangan mu

Tolonglah kembali ke pangkuan ku
Ku ingin bersama mu
Seperti waktu dahulu

Kita berdua . . .
Gembira . . .

~pedih hati hnaye tuhan yg tahu...sungguh aq tidak mampu tok melupakanmu...
oh angin...bawalah bayangannya pergi dri sisi ku..huhu

Somebody to love- Justin Bieber Lyrics

yeahhhhh.... i love u so much...
npe susa cgt nk phm????
huhu...
ngehhh.....
;'((

poem by m.f.f


I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and blue.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.

I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine

I have someone who makes me laugh even though I feel bad
I have someone who makes me feel loved when I feel alone
I have someone who tells me I am beautiful when I don't feel like one at all
I have someone who gives me reassurance when everything's a doubt
I have someone who's willing to sacrifice everything for my wants and needs
I have someone who's an epitome of fun and laughter for my most horrible days
I have someone whose comfort takes my mind to scenes of beautiful mornings with him in my arms
I have someone whose overflowing care never cease to secure me
I have someone who simply loves me whole heartedly and honestly
And I'm glad to have you...

~yeuu..Npe tetibe jiwang erkk??kew mmg aq jiwang..haha....
siyesly he make me happy but i still cannot forget A*** ... because for me he was my first love <3

THIS lyrics given by m.f.f...;))

Angel
I have a dream of you I can't defined
You've been on my mind
Don't go
I feel lost without you by my side
Lost and on my own
Yeah I'm falling for an angel

Angel
Your brightest star is shining next to mine
Every night and day
You know
Stars exploded then they fade away
Then they fade away
Yeah I'm falling for an angel
Yeah I'm falling for an angel

Would you please be my babe
Come by and I lay you down
I'm loving when you say I love you too

Won't you please be my honey
I'm sorry that I let you down
Your eyes are breaking my heart in two
Break my heart in two

Angel
May the one above us keep you safe
Every night and day
If he knows
How I love the smile all on your face
When you are here to stay

Yeah I'm falling for an angel
Yeah I'm falling for an angel

To see you is what my eyes
Long for.
To touch you is what my
Baby longs for,
But to love you,
My heart has done already
For a long time,

Sometimes I wonder if
Life is really worth it,
Then I look at your
Smile and I now it is,

If you're asking if I need you
The answer is forever.
If you're asking if I'll leave you
The answer is never
If you're asking what I value
The answer is you
If you're asking if I love you
The answer is I do

p/s : hurmm..sedih lak rsenye.... ;'((

[ENG SUBBED] MV Promise - OST "You're Beautiful"

Selepas kau pergi
Tinggallah disini ku sendiri
Kumerasakan sesuatu
Yang t’lah hilang di dalam hidupku

Dalam lubuk hatimu
Ku yakin kaupun sebenarnya tak
Inginkan lepas dariku
Tahukah kau kini ku terluka

Bantu aku membencimu
Ku terlalu mencintaimu
Dirimu begitu…
Berati untukku…

Kau telah mencinta
Dan dicintai kekasihmu
Ini tak adil bagiku
Hilanglah damba tinggallah hampa

Lupakanku dalam tidurmu
Yang pernah mencintaimu
Kau memang tercipta
Bukanlah untukku

Selepas kau pergi
Tinggallah disini ku sendiri
Kumerasakan sesuatu
Yang t’lah hilang di dalam hidupku

Lala…la..la…la...

p/s : mulut bisa berbohong namun hati tidak sama sekali mampu berbohong..
yes..i still love him ;))

Solo - Iyaz (Official Music Video) HD

piqa ske cgt lgu nie..
diberikn khas 4 my love..muahxXx
;=))

FOREVER~ by m.f.f

I've known you for only
a short period of time,
but I feel as if
I've known you forever.

I tremble with joy
at your every touch.
The feel of your hand taking mine -
I want you to hold it forever.


I glow with happiness
every time you're near.
I want you near me now,
I want to be with you forever.

My knees grow weak
in your loving arms.
I want to stay there,
I want you to hold me forever.

My body melts
with every kiss you give.
Just the thought of your lips on mine -
I want you to kiss me forever.

My heart jumps
to know how much you care.
Knowing that it is so much more -
I want you to love me forever.

P/S : siyesly..rase terharu cgt dengn dis note..dye wat aq lupe ttg "Dye"..thanks cgt mohd fildza fariz..abg bg semangat yg bru..i do love u toooo... ;))